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sleepless night day 3
第三天了,一直睡不着
http://www.whats-your-sign.com/personality-number-meaning.html
Two:
Those who resonate with number meaning of Two are honest, trustworthy and sometimes moody. These people are also very talented with plenty of wonderful ideas. So much so that they sometimes fall into distraction because they are often moving in (no irony here) two directions at the same time. They are usually philosophical by nature, and are the people you go to when seeking sincere advice. Two personalities have the ability to get along with most people. They are also gifted at uniting and bringing people together. They make great intermediaries and liaisons.
http://www.buzzle.com/articles/personality-traits-by-birth-date.html
 http://www.numerology.com/about-numerology/11th-birthday-numerology
Your strengths
You are very idealistic and possess a great deal of intuition. Your intuition is so keen, in fact, that you would make a fine counselor and/or healer. You seem to understand people before they reveal their inner being themselves. And in general, you have an appreciation for what motivates people.
You are highly sensitive, emotional and reactive. You bruise easily from the criticism of others, and can take some time recovering from such slights. You can be very inspiring. You possess the qualities of a visionary and are often able to excite others with your ideas for a better world. Your intuition and sensitivity lead you inevitably toward philosophical and idealistic pursuits.
You tend to inspire people to move in a specific direction, or adopt new methods of living. Your presence is galvanizing. You have a good deal of leadership ability, as well. But your life stands more as an example for others, rather than for sustained or orderly leadership. You prefer to let people take up their own struggles once you have helped point the way, rather than be directly involved in the day-to-day activities of leadership. You have a great deal of determination. Once you set your mind on your goal, you will devote yourself entirely to it. Your sensitivity, however, makes your life a bit bumpy at times. You are highly aware of what others think, and, whether you care to admit it or not, the thoughts of others matter to you. You must work hard to maintain your own center in the emotional storms you encounter. You work well with others, often inspiring them by your example and your idealism.
Your challenges
You do not do well in the business world, except perhaps in the role of advisor. Your mind works intuitively, rather than rationally. Your thoughts and actions tend to be dramatic. You explore and solve problems mainly through intuition. You are more a dreamer than a doer. You experience quite a bit of nervous tension and must use proper dietary practices -- especially the avoidance of too much fat and sugar and the inclusion of minerals in the diet -- in order to maintain the health of your nervous system.
https://www.thesecretlanguage.com/report/personology/?r=19900811
Personality of this day...
Those born on August 11 have a strong desire to reveal the truth. They also have a feeling for the dark side of life and for topics that others may be uncomfortable with. It is their job, they feel, to courageously bring what is hidden to light: to test, to probe, and if necessary expose those who pretend to be what they are not. In this last activity they can be quite merciless. Substantiation and documentation of the truth, no matter how unpleasant, can amount to a mania with them and even become their life’s work.
More highly-evolved August 11 people can deal with such subjects in a positive and creative fashion, enlightening and teaching others. The less highly evolved born on this day may come to embody those unpleasant truths in themselves and be driven to antisocial activities. These latter individuals may, however, raise their level of consciousness through becoming aware of what they have done, commenting on it and seeking to move to a higher plane of existence. In this respect they have a chance to undergo great personal evolutionary change within a single lifetime.
August 11 people possess a subtle understanding of human nature and are difficult to fool. If money-oriented they will invest wisely. However, in their emotional life they may be very difficult to reach, since they are not overly trusting. Nor do they necessarily believe that sharing and acceptance will take them very far. Many born on this day deliberately make themselves invulnerable to sentiment in order to travel unencumbered along their chosen path.
It is extremely important for August 11 people to have an audience for their challenging, sometimes disturbing views and unusual behavior. What they know has to be exhibited, put on public display. If they are critics, their views must be published and examined; if athletes, their feats of skill or strength must be at least acknowledged, whether or not they are admired. Those born on this day seek respect, but do not live for the approval of others. In fact, the opposition or antagonism which they often raise only acts as a tonic on them and strengthens their life force and resolve to succeed. They must, however, beware of raising so much opposition that negativity and destruction follow them through life.
August 11 people can be highly successful once they learn to present their insights at the right time and in the most productive manner possible. In family situations they must beware of being at the center of trouble. Catalytic by nature, those born on this day tend to arouse controversy in whatever social sphere they find themselves. Violence, dissension, strife and struggle seem to swirl around them. Yet more highly evolved August 11 people manage to integrate such wilder energies in their conversation, work or creative projects while keeping them from disturbing their personal lives. Growing older, and hopefully wiser, generally tempers the rebellious side of August 11 people.
Personality of this week...
Those born during the Week of Leadership often assume a commanding role in their family and social or work group. They have highly developed instincts to lead, but not necessarily to dominate or to rule; it is simply that action comes naturally to these dynamic individuals. They are also good planners, well capable of organizing an effective plan of attack and seeing it through. Building an effective team is essential to their continued success, and learning to delegate authority is key to stopping them from shouldering unrealistic burdens alone, which can result in burnout or breakdown.
Both men and women born during this week have a heroic view of themselves. Aggressive, they know what they want and how to get it. They may lack consideration for the wishes of others, arousing antagonism and getting them in trouble, particularly since they are not, in fact, insensitive to what others are feeling but may choose to ignore what they know and follow their own desires. By occasionally riding roughshod over the emotions of those in their lives, they arouse resentment, fear and anger. But they may also inspire tremendous loyalty, respect and love in others, so much so that their acquaintances and friends often overlook the more selfish elements of their character.
These people have an overwhelming faith in their own abilities. In extreme cases they see themselves as infallible, and seek to project a godlike demeanor. Obvious problems may result from this egotistical stance, not the least of these being the loss of faith that can be engendered in their children, mates and co-workers when they get tripped up. The fall from grace that inevitably follows may result in deep disillusionment; this can impair the relationship permanently, but it can also lead to a more realistic view of their personality.
Careerwise, they specialize in breathing new life into an ailing business or social or family group. Their prodigious energy and single-mindedness may be just what is needed to get things back on track. These folks must see their endeavors bear fruit. Watching their restructuring and its implementation bloom is enormously satisfying to them; conversely, seeing their efforts fail is usually intolerable. Because they are not easily approached on an emotional level, striving shoulder to shoulder with them in such endeavors may be an effective means of getting close to them. Such working relationships may create deep ties of mutual feeling, which sometimes last a lifetime.
If they are to ground their self-image and bring themselves into closer everyday contact with others, it may be important for them to share quite menial tasks. In particular, they will earn greater respect from family members if they shoulder ordinary, everyday responsibilities at home on a daily basis. A refusal or inability to “lower” themselves to this human level may result in tensions, frustrations and arguments. More balanced ones will avoid such needless difficulties by getting their chores done quickly and efficiently, with little fuss, thus freeing themselves up for what they view as more important endeavors.
Their creativity often runs high. Although they are capable of selfishness and narrowness in their personal dealings, in their careers their imagination, philosophical perspective, and wide range of expression often result in artistic, financial and social creations of a very high order. Many of their friends, acquaintances and co-workers, in fact, are not really so much enamored of the person themselves as they are drawn to the aura surrounding them and the work they produce.
Other strong personalities inevitably clash with these folks, and relationships with them are likely to be stormy affairs unless the other party is willing to compromise or back down. But the more clever, and devious, of their partners and mates know exactly how to soothe this savage lion or lioness. These people are not unaware of their charisma, and consequently come to value the constant love and appreciation of that very special person. In fact, they may not actually be at all aggressive toward those they love. As long as they are honored and respected, they will be generous and kind, even to a fault: they will often refuse to see anything wrong in the behavior of a favored family member, a trait that can make them quite unrealistic. Having a thoroughly spoiled mate or child is their trademark. In love, they are subject to sudden, explosive, violent and passionate displays of emotion. Their feelings are capable of smoldering under the surface for a long period only to break out unexpectedly and volcanically.
Those involved in love affairs with those born during the Week of Leadership may appreciate their searing intensity and almost total involvement, but at the same time may have difficulty with their often overbearing, combative and unforgiving attitudes. In personal relationships, although faithful up to a point, they are not particularly long-suffering, and will not hesitate to break things off if they are wounded or see little hope for the future. Coming to feel that they apply a double standard to their relationships, their partners, angry and disgusted, may rudely drop them, which can amaze the more unaware of them since they imagine things are going well. Indeed, such persons may show little interest in seeing things from the other person’s point of view.
http://www.occultastrology.com/personality_test.php
Know about your Personality
Date of Parth: Aug 11, 1990
Path Number: 2 (Moon)
You are sensitive and emotional and have a strong will. You are able to overcome the odd situation and disputed matters and help others in such cases. You like compromise and prefer to maintain peace. Sometimes you argue and lose goodwill, if you avoid arguing, in case you do, you can be among the grade 1 persons.
You do not like apathy and lethargy. You are always optimistic and take the things in a better way rather than to treat them pessimistically. Your Life Path Number 7 is also peaceful and affectionate. You are faithful and wish others to be loyal to you. You are a loving person and wish some one to love you the most and you always wish to return the same to the loving friend with the similar warmth.
This Number gives you a gentle, imaginative and high sense of intuition. You prefer to be independent and wish for a raised platform and you shall surely succeed. You are a determined person. Your approach is perfect, some times you need guidance and in absence of a proper guide, you are disturbed. You are a gifted person and can understand business methods pretty well but lack opportunities. Some times you feel that you lack self-confidence. If you just determine and restore your inner strength, there is nothing impossible for you.
Your profession under this Number has better chances if you master the skill of some technology in which you are at home, well deserving in-built within you, you have simply to learn and apply. Your craze is to expand your job or business opportunity abroad or in outer States within your own country, you like to enjoy life and wish to work hard to achieve the aim.
Your dreams are high and you will achieve them with the present set up of your stars and will. You are trying to come out of the restricted atmosphere to attain your goal of either good job or business and trading connected to overseas. You are strong within and possess the qualities of an absolutely balanced and unemotional state of mind in spite of being emotional at times.
Your success is not far, wait for an opportunity. Success always depend on good chances, when you get them, sky will be your limit.
Your Birth Stone is 'Moon Stone', 'Pearl' or Amethyst.
Check Zodiac Signs Cancer to read your effects of Moon
再见
有时候就只差那股勇气
代替品
觉得自己像是个spare tyre需就问。。
但我需要的时候就不在
可能是自己想太多
可是就是认识久了
知道不会被邀请
而是没有选择了来找我
应为我没有其他的朋友
所以一直很珍惜 不敢放手 害怕寂寞
可是还是很寂寞 也无所谓 天天等着电话有没有任何一个msg
觉得自己好傻 可以懦弱的我失败的我 只能这样
做个代替品
【狮子座】
【狮子座】
狮子座抑不是平常的孩子 他们像黎明的曙光 永远带着一股朝气。狮子总是喜欢指使别人 有着天使的笑脸 恶魔的心。狮子像最虔诚的教徒 守护和敬仰着最美的梦 用笑容祭奠悲伤 他们本有那一双爱笑的眼睛 望见天空时却溢满悲伤 或者正在祈祷着 天空不要为他们掉眼泪。
狮子们总是心软 即使是面对着那个一次又一次伤害自己的人。狮子很固执 但是面对着一个很在乎的人 固执的性格却消失了。狮子很傻很天真成天以为开怀大笑就可以忘记内心深处的疼痛。狮子总是这样 总会去安慰伤痕累累的同伴 而自己的伤口却只能由自己来治愈 他们真的很笨。
狮子吃软不吃硬 经常口是心非 很乐观又很悲观 安全感不多，有点感性 有些话即使害怕错过也不说 常常被人骗 小敏感 小洁癖 小心软 害怕受伤 总说自己不孤单 其实很寂寞 对陌生人冷冷的 熟悉后就嘻嘻哈哈 总表现的很坚强 其实很软弱 总被人误解 却不愿解释。
狮子给人感觉一向大大咧咧 不拘小节。其实 外表看似粗犷的狮子，也有他（她）小小细腻的一面。狮子的心思慎密 有强烈的保护欲，懂得照顾每个人的感受。狮子是不惧任何言辞的 有狮子出没的地方，旁人不会感到孤单 气氛永远不会冷场。除非 狮子情绪不佳，刻意想使场面冷淡。
狮子重感情，容易满足 更容易受伤 总有一种被忽视的感觉 付出的远超过得到的 很固执 不懂得放弃 一点点事就胡思乱想 在别人面前笑得很开心 一个人的时候却很落寞 陌生人前很安静 朋友面前胡闹 不喜欢一个人逛街 心情不好时喜欢听忧伤的歌 经常不经意的发呆。
狮子看起来很坚强 不容易让人看见心伤。在感情中就算分手，也会带着无所谓的面具 默默承受一切。也正是因为这样 要强的狮子会让大家误以为对情伤无所 谓 可以很快好起来。事实上 狮子对爱情非常有责任感 一旦爱定某人会非常认真的付出 狮子一旦决定了方向 就不容易改变。
第二天
心情还是一样烦躁 静不了
觉得自己好失败 没有用
真的想放弃 努力了
虽然是为了自己 可是呢
我自己已经放弃 自己了
好希望真的有 守护天使
可是一切只是 童话故事
没有会来急救 只有自己
如果真的死了 也没有遗憾
应为没有别的 东西放不下
只有留下美好记忆和回忆
也许这样的自己会找到一点温馨
不再有烦恼 泪水 寂寞
心理的爱
好想好想 知道被爱 是怎样的心情
可是胆小的我 没有勇气 去面对自己
单恋一个人 又是怎样的感觉
是否想 得到他的 回复 注意 关心
天天等着 每一分每一秒 是否有他的讯息
如果有勇气 踏出了第一步 往后该怎么走
遇到了挫折 害怕了 该往回走 还是继续 往前走下去
找到幸福了 会坚持多久
开心吵闹的日子 会变成回忆 还是 坚持到一辈子
在遇到 对的人 会遇到 都少个 错的人
还是 会有 奇迹 出现 第一 也是 最后 的 守护天使
No holiday mood
Day before holiday but feeling sian
just stop
haha if everything can just stop
my heart my brain my mind my body
seriously why am i even here when nothing seems right
feelings? what are feelings? why should i be bothered really.
totally going down.
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