lame de dont know need wait how long =[[

school starts tml~

sick of staying at home~

want to get out of this city~

or japan~ with small houses and a garden or yard~

having a pet would be nice too =] but the troubles of cleaning up and feeding =[

no one to talk to~ or maybe nth to talk about~ because i am closed up from the outside world~

more like a frog in a well but lazy to try to come out of it

used to the life inside the well

no where to go~

stay at home "rotting"~

limited friends~ lol or maybe 3 groups of friends~

haiz

but also cant go down lol parents dont allow de~

dont feel like sleeping =x

still dont know enlistment date but finally know is PES E~

although is so called relax but the tot of it is still so emo =[[