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*emo*
Feel like a frog staying in the well, nth to see and do except the walls.Because go out need ask parents for permission =/ because they care. Because of this i have to reject and stay at home instead. Sometimes also because of money. Because go out eat n stuff cost money and i have nv work part-time b4 no pocket money to go out. As a result, is my father give me money. Izzit the way i grow up, that makes me someone who is more "guai pi" where i dont speak up when with ppl i dont know and tends to be soft-spoken when ppl talking to as i will tend to be nervous and murmle. Met some primary school friends in Poly. They asked me out a few times,but i only went to met two of them in school once. Dont know why just feel like an outsider. Never meet since primary 6 until poly hmm... about 5 yrs? Haha For secondary school friends, they have their own cliques thus i usually join them. I think i only went out wif secondary school friends a few times, maybe can count wif fingers haha. Went poly le, only say halo in poly when met each other. For poly, my class is not so tgt, where they will go out as a class. But friendship wise is still there haha. Normally is with a small group of friends in class. 5 of us haha, normally tgt playing games, eat lunch, study haha. Think we have nv went out tgt b4 for fun. For attachment in poly, made alot new friends. Went out wif them during TEP attachment period. After the attachment period too. But also have rejected a few. Because of money haha always go eat expensive de ~_~ and also parents dont allow. Most recent would be on Aug end they organize a bbq at Sentosa. But i rejected my ownself haha. Because from thrusday to saturday and that week first week of attachment so i reject. But in the end, kena throat infection cannot go work. For maple outings~, also have restraints haha. Parents would ask what are they doing and stuff. I have missed out most of the bbqs =/ And also some outings(maybe alot? =x). 10 oct cant go jb =/ lucky 17oct can go zhu bbq but think cant ton need go home =/. Seems like i am quite "well-protected" with barriers and walls. Really feeling very down, yet have to present a happy face haha. Sometimes tears just rolldown lol. Need go sleep le.tml still have attachment haiz. |