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Being happy is not easy
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Am I really happy? Everyday in camp sometimes wish that job scope can change... But no choice.. Working in a political environment is so stress :( who is real who is fake? I am getting tired of these ppl. Am I really tat gd n kind as wat they say or behind me they are stabbing me? Or it's me who think to much... Weak n timid me could not control my emotions and cried 2/3 times in office :( will ppl make comments? What will they think abt me? Feels very insecure, feels like trusting no one yet have to be happy and smiling... Putting on masks and shields to cover and protect myself. Self confidence is zero... Completely died fat jiu fat ugly jiu ugly... No matter wat ppl say doesn't affect me to lose weight its like I am immune to this words already. There is no more motivation and meaning to them. One ear in one ear out den smile smile Orh den walk away... Got one say I depression? Haha maybe have abit o.o I also don't know :s next yr Aug and it's time to make a decision on my future :x study? Work? I seriously don't know wat I want in my life. Just able to survive and lead a simple life with a family of my own is enuf but how am I going to work towards tat? Do I have the determination do I have wat it takes to support my family? Can I be able to protect them and give them the best? Will my medical condition be a burden? Will I ever find my lifetime partner... Life sucks so much to think so much emotions so much worries so much unhappiness
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