whee watch finish music and lyrics~ nice movie =DD

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some rubbish i typing now...

feel like being a outgoing person but yet dont have the courage =x

even now when i go out wif frens i am always quiet lol =xx

dont know just have this kind of behaviour tat i cant change =[

everytime some frens will ask me why i so quiet. lol deep inside i wanna be "normal" but my actions tend to be more conserve lol

acting like a guai guai guy =x but deep inside not actually 100% guai lol

went to KTV wif friends but i sing very little and my lips tends to tremble when i sing... like i am presenting in front of the class whenever i am nervous~

Sometimes see some looks old to me the people but dare not give up sit because feel ps when so many ppl around but sometimes will just give up the sit automatically to ppl in need =xx

seems like having split personality or many different me living in my mind, having different moods and character lol

More talkative when online using the computer but rather quiet when talking face to face..

lack of confidence? lol or something else?

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Sometimes i wonder izzit what happen in primary school tat affect me or the way i grow up since young?

during primary 1, got one girl keep bully me... keep scribble on my book. den one day teacher say the scribbling den ask me why i scribble den i say is her who did it... but the most unforgettable is checking the exam paper, maybe i was still young and stupid...i wanted to know the correct answer for my wrong questions. she got it correct and so called "threaten" me. She let me see her correct answer and she changed her wrong answers to the correct answer and went to tell the teacher tat she get correct and i must not tell the teacher.... i must be so stupid to agree...